i'm sorry i haven't come to post on your thread - i'm struggling here with putting enough time in on the board- by the time i try to catch up and read, it's so late at night and then i don't have the energy to post.
the antibiotics they put me on are so strong that i am knackered this week.
but i am quietly reading and keeping up as much as i can.
gal'ing this evening with a bunch of friends from s's school - last day of school so we are having an impromptu potluck and disco party at one of the houses.
should be fun. i have two rosemary/orange roast chickens in the oven - the house is starting to smell good, and i feel good, in spite of the things going on with h.
today one more step towards being the strong, independent woman i am meant to be (yes labug - your words ring in my ears all the time) and am well on the way to being -
and i love myself more everyday - because everyday i see that no matter how bad this sitch here seems to get, my heart is opening more and more and i am loving more and more, both myself and my family. i only see now how little i loved myself and how little i thought of myself all these years..
verab - i spent a couple of hours on Tuttles site last night - there's so much more to read - but it really helped - thank you.
later when i have more time , some more questions..
gentle, joyous smiles to all
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
