I get that. Sometimes you have to get all the feelings and questions of 'why'. out of your head before you can move on. You'll get there.

One thing that I used to do was to go over the "Serenity Prayer". that really helped me to get my head straight.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER