Bond, I really do appreciate your imput. I do see my positives and know that I am a "catch". I guess the biggest thing I cannot get over is that the hopes and dreams that I have had for a very long time are shattered. And, yes, she is the one that did this. And I'm sure I already know what others are going to say. That this is my choice and I am the one choosing to feel this way.
But, even after all these months, I still feel that unless my W and I are able to make things work, that I have nothing else left to give in my heart. And all the things that my W and I talked about in the beginning, are gone forever. All those things are gone because she led me to believe that she was someone she really wasn't.
