Bond, she is happy. She feels relieved that I am not around anymore. She is relieved that she can live as a "single" person again and not have the responsibilities of being married.
I'm sure many people have been is same boat as me, but 90% of the stuff I enjoyed involved my W and SD. I loved coming home each night and seeing them for the first time that day. I loved helping with the house work, whether it was dishes, laundry, or outside work. I loved, even though, we may not have been getting along, being in the same room with them. Now, I haven't seen SD in almost a month, only have limited contact with W, and no longer have a home to take care of. I've lived for 32 yrs w/o know my W. I know what it is like without her in it. Even though things are bad, my life is much happier and fulfilling with her in it.
The biggest thing that keeps going thru my mind is that I know I don't deserve any of this or the way I am being treated. I deserve to have somebody love me and it is clear that my W no longer feels that way.
bond, she has chosen and she has checked out. How do I get my wife back if she has already move on. The limited talk we do have, it really sounds, in her voice, that she is done.
