In an effort to be dim but not dark I sent him a text this morning about something I'd seen I thought he might be interested in. I got a pleasant response We had a polite, funny exchange. My last reply included the question how've you been and then he didn't reply. cheeseless tunnel. I need to stop asking him about him and just wait until he's ready to share anything. And when he does be supportive and polite and offer no advice.

I did not ask him about tonight.

I'm feeling good overall today. I had a good night's sleep even though he was in my dreams. I think it was telling me I was being selfish and that I need to stop trying to rush things.