Well I no longer have to wait for the other shoe to drop. W texted yesterday that she wanted to talk. She and our sons came over. She said after sunday she decided she wants the divorce. Sunday we were moving D out of her apartment. I knew it would be tense. I tried to be nice. At one time I gently touched her arm and asked.how she was. But she was not having any of that. She was angry and mean spirited. D wanted us all to go to lunch. I told.her I just coudnt be.around her mom, it was just too hard. This sunday we move her into her new place and im dreading it. But I will be dealing with stbx W for tne rest of my or her life. Better find.a.way to do it. Anyway, back to yesterday. I once again found myself crying and pleading for one more.chance. Sorry dbers. She still has that power over me . I hate that. But I still love even after all.this ordeal. How powerful love can be. It was a long day with some tears, numbness, and at times peace. I ask you all for your prayers and cotinued support. These things will become so important has time goes by.
