Do you have another thread with your full story? You should stick everything in one thread so that people can comment on the sitch that's ongoing. It's hard to give advice when I don't know your backstory.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
