Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks H&P. I know DB is working on me. I feel better about myself than I have in months. I am rediscovering who I am. And I have things to work on but I am a pretty darn awesome person. And H is missing out.

But I can't help but miss what we used to be and mourn what is lost. The OW has nothing on me but apparently she meets needs I cannot. That is hard to accept.