This is the dual side of him...incredible nice guy who is also self absorbed and distant.
enough about him though....
Today I listened to country music all the way home made me feel great. Every love song (the happy ones) I made about me. A love song to me from me.
I'm reading The Voice of Knowledge by Don Miguel Ruiz. It's really helped to get rid of that voice inside our head that judges us, tells us we're not good enough or whatever. Also the voice that drives me crazy thinking about him or what he's doing in his new R.
Finally reading DR, I think he's doing that thing MWD mentions where the woman goes out and marries the opposite of her husband.
I told a friend of mine that I'm at the place where if he comes tomorrow I'm fine, if he doesn't come tomorrow I'm fine. and she was really almost shocked/surprised that I was that calm about the whole thing. I guess I really have grown.
