Thank you, CTH. good to get your perspective. Yes, figg, you are correct. I am still angry, some days much more than others. If losing my anger is the signal that I'm truly done, then I would not be.
Your insight is helpful. I don't think life is fair. I truly wish it were but I've been through a lot and know better. What I wish for more than fairness is gratitude and I've been sorely disappointed in that "expectation". So, that will have to go but what goes with it is my generosity. However, most of my generosity came from a self-imposed feeling of obligation. So, it's a good thing overall.
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
