Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

H is foul tonight. Utterly foul. It seems lately he cannot utter a kind word in my direction. Not one. I continue to smell and look amazing. I continue to act as if and detach and smile. It seems to push him away. I don't get it. The more I detach it seems the angrier he gets. Is this normal? I used to think it was drawing him in but now it seems to be making him angrier. He is very defensive and on edge. I know that is his problem and not mine but it does not make for a pleasant environment. But I enjoy my own company so I am to that "ah" moment in bed when I can take up the entire thing!! I love it.