SS...it just sounds like you are really really angry
if you are still this angry then maybe you aren't done
you are acting like this is something they are doing TO us...as if everything in life is fair
but all things in life aren't fair or equal and only we know ourselves enough to know when we have done all that we can do and only we know when we are at peace with where we are
when we are at peace with ourselves, the anger and feelings of not fair, aren't there (or at least they weren't there for me...I can feel angry at things that have been done but it doesn't feel personal...like he picked ME out to do this to and how dare he do this to ME)
