Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Had a wonderful holiday weekend of GAL. Awesome time and the kids had lots of fun too. Now it's back to reality and it's already biting me.

H just got paid last Friday but our bank account is practically drained already. My check goes in tomorrow but my check won't last an entire week with two kids, bills to pay, groceries and an out of town soccer tournament this weekend. And my application for a sole credit card was denied because my debt to income is too high. Plus I received a bill from my counselor's office for costs incurred before the insurance deductible was met. Now H is home and going to pick up our camper from storage. I know he intends to use it with OW and her two boys.

I am very down right now. Everyone says it will get better but I just see it going downhill from here.