My situation with my WAW....

[peringo]

I did not place work higher than my family, I probably placed making sure the bills were paid higher than my family... I did not confide in her as much as I should have about money, I did not want her to worry, I also did not want her to feel as though she had to get a job.

She never once complained about me working so much, although I believe she did not like the consequences, I would often times come home exhausted, and just collapse.



I think I might have lost myself with the debt load I was supporting, a new marriage, a new house, a new car, a new baby. I believe my thoughts were consumed by the pressure of taking care of everything, resulting in me not being as emotionally available.

I fell in love with her heart her values her sense of right and wrong, years ago she give up her life in spain to go home and take care of her sick grandfather, that kind of dedication towards family is what really won my heart. Her values it's always been strong in family and morals and setting a good example for her younger cousins. She was never selfish,never materialistic, until this new job, and the new environment she is exposed to. Thinking back our intimate conversations and eye contact started to disappear shortly after she started this job, I just figured it was stress from work.

I miss my bride, my bestfriend...

No there is so little contact and what there is is very cold in business like, I keep hoping that I'm going to wake up from this nightmare.