Sadak,

I think you're in a decent position...granted, not the one you want to be in, but in a decent one logically and emotionally.

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I don’t like being in this waiting game. We stopped talking again and I’ve stopped caring again. It’s not where I want to be, but I have nowhere else to go. I keep my happy face on and I don’t bother texting or calling her unless required. If she stays, which is highly doubtful, then I want to hear it from her that she’s staying. If she goes, I want her to take everything but my clothes with her so I can rebuild my life how I want it.


I'd say your dettached. And that state of mind to me, is the best place to be in your shoes. You won't take her back just to take her back...and that I have yet to see that work out well.

You are also (maybe) approaching a time when you your are done...on your terms. And for the right reason, not to"Show them" but because you have really given it your all.

Either way? You will have no regrets...or at least very few of them.

Not cheerleading you here. Ultimately? I think there are several stages of "Done." I think you might be close to that final one...jsut not quite there as of yet.

And even Done? doesn't always mean over.



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Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

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