GWN, Nice email...the time had come for you to post your thoughts to him. Now...it's time to allow him to heal and when he comes to talk to you again, listen very closely for you will learn even more about him and his thoughts/feelings.
GWN, now it is time for you to turn your focus back on to you and continue moving forward.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.