Just a note, in regards to when I was being my naturally happy self this weekend, I didn't spend one minute working on the R, didn't spend one minute sharing anything intimate with him (HE shared his job/work decision issues which he calls intimacy,) didn't spend one minute planning the weekend with him or even spending much time with him, didn't really give him much thought at all. I just treated him like he was my gay roommate.
H said tonight that he really enjoyed it and appreciated it. He told me that it was so great, he thought that sex might even be a possibility! LOL! Where in the world would THAT come from?! HE didn't do or act any differently, I did. Sex has been off the table for months! And I certainly wasn't flirtatious!
Jimminy! I need to step away because this is Crazyville for me.
