working would be when he starts to want to be with or near me. if he does now, he's showing great control.

i want our marriage to make it. i know there are no guarantees.

i guess i'm just having a very hard time right now. sometimes i feel strong and determined to be the person i want to be and i'm heading in the right direction but, then other times, like today, i feel so incredibly alone, weak, and unable to cope.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing