thank you all for trying to come to my rescue. he knew i was up here, i'm pretty sure. my car was here.

maybe he just doesn't want to have anything to do with me. after all, he did say back in dec. that he wanted a divorce. we've been hot, cold, warm, chilly...it just never really gets a foothold. i'm doing all the GAL things but it's not filling the hole in my soul.

i don't have a db coach but maybe i should try something else? the space thing seems to make him think i don't care. however, when i ask him to do something with me, he never really accepts.

i guess i'll just keep on and give more timel.

on a good note, i got a call from the hospital tonight to come in on thursday for an interview for the volunteer position i applied to. maybe that, and my yoga class, will help take my mind off all this confusion and fear.

thank you all for caring enough to pitch in for me.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing