Timbits so sorry to hear about this. Were you wondering about how well your weekend went and so you went looking in his email thinking that you might find exactly what you thought would be there?
When you said,
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God, I've done everything for this man, EVERYTHING. And this is how he repays me?
this sounds like you need to get a copy of Codependent No More on your e-reader immediately and get into it. This sounds like the classic rescuer/persecutor/victim triangle. You need to get out of this shape and DETACH. I am reading this now and I really wish I had read it earlier. Years ago. Seriously. I did the same stupid poking around last night and all it did was make me angry and feel like there's no reason I should be fighting for my M. I need to take my own advice!
Originally Posted By: timbits
I think about our wedding day less than 3 years ago, how we were so happy, how H cried when we were saying our vows, how he loved me so much. And less than 3 years later, this is where we are.
I hate him right now. I love him, but I hate the person that he has become. It feels like my husband died and has been replaced by a selfish, stupid @sshole.
I feel, literally, the same way today. I hope your IC goes well today.
