thanks, bug. i know the anger only really hurts me since it's illegal to hurt him the way i want to...
i think it's just what this holiday weekend has meant to me. he sends me these sweet texts during the week and i "sweetly" reply but he's not finished punishing me for not doing everything with him during the last two years of our marriage. he's even made it a point to bring up how now i know how he felt. he's a cruel, controlling, and a really selfish @sshole.
i'm hoping i'll feel better tomorrow after the friggin' holiday. maybe not, though, since i've started on the champagne...
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
