I'm not going to go there this time, CV.

You are trying to rationalize it.

You want it to serve you and that's where you also need to work, IMHO.

In some ways, perhaps one in the same. IDK...

When we smell vinegar, our mouths begin to water because we expect to taste sour.

It doesn't matter if it WILL be sour...

or sweet...

It could be both...

Why does it matter?

Drop the rationalizing...

Stop trying to make it about how it serves you...

No expectations...

Just live...

and experience...

and enjoy a moment for what it DOES provide...

not what you expected... or felt you deserved... from the experience...