I'm angry to be so easily ignored by one whom I did so much for

^^^this jumped out at me because I had those same thoughts in the beginning. But the anger and resentment only hurt me, so I started working on that.

I came to the realization that he most likely felt the same way.

So should I expect that everything he did for me throughout the marriage had strings attached? Maybe so, I don't know really.

Did I give expecting something in return or did I give from that place of unconditional love?

I had to study on that one for awhile.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss