Ok so you sabotaged your dates with seemingly good men.
Why do you feel unworthy of happiness? I am not saying they were the gates to heaven but you thought they might be, why? And why would you kill it?
Look at that question(s) again and again I am not asking what it appears I am asking on the first read.
Sometimes our subconcious takes the best care of us.
Is Brit the one who will turn her bloom to the sun that shines the brightest?
Where does your nourishment come from and why?
It's taken me a week or so....but....are you saying that maybe my subconcious knew that I wasn't ready to date or be in a relationship?
Am I the one who turns my bloom to the sun that shines the brightest? No, I'm not materialistic. I say that, I believe that about myself. But there are things in my life that contradict that. I need to look at more closer.
I have no idea where my nourishment comes from. but I'd like to think it was from within and not from an outside source...that's the place I'd like to get to.
