"should" is the key word. i don't feel as if i'm on a team. i'm alone here.
my main point is to have a happy life, what's left of it. i don't have a lot of time left. do i continue trying to "stand" for this marriage when he isn't (or at least he's not now) or do i move on?
i'm changing and have changed. he's changing, too. but will it be enough? what kind of person would not feel bad about me being alone on a holiday weekend? i can see by our credit card account transactions he bought new clothes on friday. he also bought something from a bait store so he has plans for the weekend. he has family. he has friends. this person claims to love me "very, very much".
maybe some times, they are not good enough for US...?
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
