Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Having a wonderful time with family and friends. The weather is not and sunny. Kids are having a ball as well. Good seeing friends and just living life one moment at a time without having to worry about anyone else except my kids.

There are occasional moments of sadness when I think about how things used to be before BD. I try to thought stop them but we got married here so there are lots of memories. I thought about starting a thread in MLC forum because I am 99.9% sure that is what I am dealing with. I have started reading posts in that forum and the similarities are astounding. Alas it doesnt change what I need to do but it gives me a little more foresight into what I am dealing with.

I need to take the steps to protect myself and the kids. I am tired of the lies and deceipt. I am tired of him spending our money on her. I am tired of him putting her kids before ours. I am getting to the point where I do not want him back. Even for the kids' sake. He has done a lot of damage and I believe there is more to come. I really don't know how much more I can take.