your comments do make perfect sense! I have taken blame for the things I have done. What I am having a very hard time getting over is how she changed from the beginning to now. How can you tell someone everything you want, which was the same as me, to now not wanting any of that??? You can't help who you fall in love with! And I will always feel that way about her. But if she was honest with me in the beginning, we would never have gotten to this point. And the worst part of this she let me into her D's life like a father and took it away as if it meant nothing.
