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I know it is my choice and my decision, but my dreams of having a family and children of my own are gone.

Why? How old are you?

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There truly is nothing that would heal this wound. And I feel the only way for it to scar over is for her to come back and realize her role in what happened.


So you're turning your life over to her?

She is in charge of the rest of it whether you are married or not?

You are playing the victim and turning your life over to someone else only allows that to continue. You aren't responsible for anything because everything is her fault.

Is that how you want to live?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss