I'm angry that she lied to me. That over 2 years is now gone and nothing can bring that back. We had talked about how "are clocks are ticking" and that we shouldn't BS each other about our wants and needs and expectations. And now, after two years, all the things I ever dreamed of are gone and might never have them unless a miracle happens.
I know it is my choice and my decision, but my dreams of having a family and children of my own are gone. There truly is nothing that would heal this wound. And I feel the only way for it to scar over is for her to come back and realize her role in what happened.
