You know, I know there is nothing I can do to make her feel one way or another! But to be the the scapegoat, the one that she can push all the blame on makes me very resentful. I know i am not perfect. I have admitted my shortcomings. And I have worked hard to fix these. But she ran away without even a chance.
If this is the way it ends, there is a wound that will never heal! And as much a I love her, If things don't work, I cannot forgive her for what she stole from me.