SS, You are right about being honest. I truly feel that I am being honest about the whole sitch. As each scenario is explained, others are always looking at the other side of what I might have done to make her feel the way she did. Problem is, I am the same person and did the same things that made her fall in love with me in the first place. Something changed in her. Maybe the meds, maybe the depression, I don't know. But to get blamed for the breakdown of our M, is a kick in the you know what! All I have wanted is to discuss what happened with her, and her have an open mind, not blaming me the whole time.
Our one and only MC, she hammered me for what caused her to get to this point, but the little we talked about it later, she would not see what I was doing to save the M. ie, spending more time together, communicating, having time to ourselves to have fun...
