Oh Brit, thanks for posting that because it is my life.
I'm so relieved I didn't email my H last night in another fit of "you've screwed up, yet again!" (Which I haven't done in a long time but I'm sure that's what he still dreads in interactions with me)
These boards can save a person, can give pause to allow us to think about what's really going on.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss