sorry, brit. i know how you feel. we miss them but not all of them. i guess we're taking them off the pedestal and setting them on the ground with us.

could we be in a R with them again, with all the things that made us unhappy previously? if we change, will we still be the type of person who can love and live with them? can we accept them as they are or would they have to make changes, too? what if they won't or can't?

it's just so much confusion.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing