SS when I went to bed last night I had a crazy angry thought about letting him take a specific piece of furniture. Why? hahaha does it really matter. I liked it but it was impractical for me. He had better use of it.
I'd read the stages of grieving and didn't really think I'd gone through them the pleading the bargaining the anger and finally acceptance. I think we'll all get there. Love is crazy. You can love someone, want the best for them, and still be very angry with them.
You are 100% NOT a rotten person. I'm very grateful to have cyber met you!