I guess I am maybe just being difficult... IC, in my opinion, would probably make me even more angry. Even after months of this, I am still at a loss for words of Why! And I don't know if someone telling me it could be this or that is going to make me understand things any clearer than I already do. Just my opinion though.

I did have a few sessions with a counselor a while ago, but she seemed to only make me feel worse.