I'm glad you had a good time with your XW. Be proud that you were able to enjoy her company and be an "act if" king.
I can't only imagine how hard it must be to fight your own rollercoaster right now. I fight d@mn hard to stay off mine when my w has two nice conversations back to back.
But to guess and wonder is moot. You know that.
Just keep on keeping on and hold your head held high. She may never see what you did.. or she might....
..only time will tell.
But you did the best you could.
As for forgetting... well I don't think that will ever happen..
.. but I do know that she will fade to a passing thought or loving memory.
Now only if we could make that happen sooner!!!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
