GM - there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Period. I resigned myself to that quite some time ago when I decided to work on me. There is peace in understanding. And when I understand things out of my control better- I tend to be a bit more calm and accepting. That's the difference it makes - for me, anyway. I own my part - fully. But seeing the full landscape of my situation helps tremendously.
There are a LOT of symptoms that have been exhibited over the last several months that make me wonder about PDD. Pre-exisiting depression, fertility treatments, family history - the list goes on. It's no longer be seeking reasons, just seeking peace. And I feel strongly that depression/PDD have a role in my situation. Physicians have said so as well. Again. Nothing I can do - I know. But it;s just good for me to understand part of what I am dealing with.
