Those are wonderful words. It's the time that I try to sabotage because at least I'm controlling the situation. I'm choosing when it will end or forcing a decision so I don't have to live in the uncertainty.
I've sort of created my own way to deal with the uncertainty because I've taken the focus off his choices and put them on mine. I was unhappy when we were together, then I was unhappy when we were apart, I'm the common denominator here so I need to be happy with me.
