Well nothing new to say. After that text he didn't call the kids. Don't know what it means

At times I feel like this really is the only path left...the DB way. It certainly is something I never did try.

But I also get scared that maybe its just all too late. That any window there may have been is gone gone gone.

So much has transpired. So many lies and half truths.

I feel like I have been doing this for almost two years, been in this holding pattern. But it feels different now. Because I went through the heartache and pain. So I am not new to that anymore. Am not new to being on my own. I am new to DB. Does it matter? Does it matter to H?

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home