A lot of people want you to be happy. But you're not feeling happy right now. A lot of people want you to drop it and move on. Are you ready to do that?
Why not?
Really, May, this needs to come from you. You are in charge here. These are your choices.
Ask yourself and see what you find - what do you need right now?
How is this situation perfect?
(see, my suspicion is that while most of this feels like circumstances out of your control, there's a reason why you're not stepping into your power and taking control and doing something - why? - what is being in this situation doing for you? we all make choices, conscious or unconscious -)
