Awww thanks! I hope so. You think it would be easier at our age. But me, Maggie, a few others are all worrying about that ticking clock of having babies and letting that hang over our heads.
The angel metaphor is great. It's exactly how I felt this week I've been thinking he's changed, only remembering the good, feeling victimised that he was on the pedestal.
We all have fear that we're wasting time, but time spent on yourself is time well spent. I think if I end up alone at the end of my life I want to like who I am. It feels like this sitch as been going on forever but it's only been a few months. Just detach some more so that your feelings about how you're living aren't so wrapped up in the final outcome. I'm slowly becoming okay with idea that we might not R. I too see a lot of his issues again. But don't get me wrong the idea of him remarrying having kids makes me sick. Slowly we'll be fully independent again
Hey did you look into volunteering at the hospital? That sounded great! I started looking into volunteering opportunities myself! What better way to stop thinking so much than to give to others!
