Things have been going pretty ok the past few days. H called the other night to apologize for how angry he came across during the counseling app't this week. He also told me he is writing me a letter to express himself a bit more clearly. I'm a bit anxious about what he's got to say, as I felt he said more than enough in MC...and my initial thought was "Wait, there's *more*?"
I rejoined my gym and have my first app't with a personal trainer this AM. Tomorrow I have a lunch date with a local women's group. It's been so long since I've connected with others...I feel very good about moving in this direction. I realize I've been in a state of depression for a long, long time and withdrew from many parts of my life, including my marriage. This separation may very well be the best gift my H has ever given me.
M-40 H-39 M- 12 years T- 20 years Separation: 5-8-12; H says he wants to pursue divorce
