not enought time and too much distance

[any chance?]

Been five days since my xW finished her 10 day visit. There is no question that we had a very good time together. She visited the town, saw all her friends, visited my mother and sister, enjoyed the house....kept saying how nice it was, how normal it felt, etc. Parting was very sad for both of us.

Now I am in the 'what does it all mean' mode. I cannot dwell on it to be sure. She is almost assuredly gone for good, never to return. Maybe her visit was some form of closure. I will probably never know.

I do know that everything that has occurred over the last few years has been a surprise, and very unpredictable. It was great to see that she is almost off her AD drugs, and she realizes that she has been the last few years in a deep fog. It will be interesting to see how her world looks now that she has emotions again.

WAS are very unpredictable. Wonder if I will ever be able to just forget about her?