was going to add - no expectations AT ALL , or you'll be on the roller coaster!
you took yourself off, remember? - do your own thing, go for a run, meditate, do whatever you do to get yourself into a good frame of mind. take your mind off the subject and keep it off.
you'll get the info when your mom is ready to give it - and most of all - send loving thoughts to your mother.
one thing i've noticed, which surprises me continually, when i least expect it - the LBS's aren't the only ones that want us to get back together with our spouses - there are others around who have the same strong feelings about it. let them work their own magic in their own way - don't interrupt the process. everything that happens happens for a very good reason - just let it be
(((( )))) again and go do something else:)
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
