Before I would have been at home being resentful wondering what H and his GF were doing this weekend and being upset that I didn't have plans or someone to share the weekend with. Not now. I'll make my own plans and enjoy myself.
I want to get there. I felt like I was half way there and then quickly got pulled down again when my H told me that he was trying to find the right time to end things with OW. He got my hopes way up and deep down I had to believe it wasn't really true.
Feeling like I'm starting over again after 9 months of this...
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.