you sound as if you are in a really grounded place inside yourself. the tone of your post implies that
i have to admit that after i read your post i had a bit of a cry
it was a combination of many things - happiness for you that there was a positive shift in your sitch after so long, sadness for all you have been through, hope for myself (and that's when i realized that i've given up hope a little, and that it's ok for me to have it, but i'm scared to have it - self-protection) and both sadness and happiness for all the people on this forum - sadness for all our pain, but happiness that we all have been given the opportunity to become the best of who we really are.
keep being the best of who you really are and we're all here supporting you and wishing you better and better moments with your w and family
((( ))) zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
