the requests stopped a while ago. I admit! I shouldn't have pushed for more kids when she wasn't ready.


Rebound from what??? What we had was more of a R that she has had before. Both only M's for both. Even though it is obvious that vows weren't as important to her than me, I firmly believe in marriage and the vows I gave her. I will not give up on my marriage until IT IS OVER!

Are you saying that I should follow what L said and let her go and go through with D?

After consult with L, I really don't have much to say about Daughter. If she doesn't want me to see her, I can't do anything to change that. There is the possibility that I won't see her again if W doesn't want that.
With the fact that D goes from W, to father, to grandparents and back again on weekly basis, I would not want to confuse her more, so I am only going to take what I get with the hopes that I would still have somewhat of a role in her life. I will contribute money each month(what I feel like child support would be) into a fund that D could get WHEN she graduates college, still send Bday and holiday gifts, and make sure she knows how much I will always love her!