I am thinking and processing all of what you have written.... just wanted to acknowledge and thank you for giving my situation a lot of thought.

I know I do have to face my confusion. I think I have intellectualized too much, and as a result, have too many reasons, excuses, etc. going around.

I am trying to get an appointment with an IC.

Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go