IB, Please don't worry about the age factor right now...focus on today and let tomorrow take care of itself. My mother always points out to me that when the time is right, God will place the man that I am suppose to be w/in my path. I truly believe that and this will happen for you as well. Trust in God and allow him to do the necessar work for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
