My Story So Far. Is this even worth saving?

[timbits]

AUGH. We just met up for his break (I was on lunch, we met in the cafeteria as we're working in the same building at the moment) and he says that he's been having panic attacks and vomitting all morning again. Sigh. I asked him what was wrong (usually he saw OW or something) and he said he was just upset thinking about the future. I don't understand what he means by this and asked him, and he's being vague again.

I told him he should make another appt with his IC, he said, "I don't have a phone in my cubicle". I then told him that he had a cell phone in the car or he could come down to my office to use the phone. He then asked me to make an appointment with our family doctor. He wants to piggyback on my appointment, but I want to discuss private things with her, so I'll tell him she doesn't have anything available at the same time (pretty common, as she's fairly busy and the appointment is next week). I'll make him one for Tuesday afternoon.

I just don't know how much more of this I can take. I mean, I'm trying to stay strong and not fall back into the rescuer role and fix his problems. It's his illness, he has to take responsibility for it. I told him this a few days ago. I can't be the one in charge.

Will the damn rollercoaster ever stop?